Dear Romeo,

Right now, I am at my worst. I don't know where to run. I've been rejected from everywhere. You see, my mom and I had this fight, we haven't talked in days. and those past few days, my friends made me feel it to me that as if I didn't even exist. I FEEL SO ALONE! so, so, so, sad and lonely. i don't even know where to run. if my dad was still here, i'd call him and want to talk to him...everything. oh well, maybe this means i really have to stand on my own, not to depend on other people. i keep telling on myself to drift away from those friends of mine...but i'll keep on trying until the day, we won't hang each other or even go as a group. i want no friends right now. good thing my second mom, well i treat her as a second mom, is here. without her, i'd be so messed up, but sadly, she'll be out of town in a couple of days where she doesn't live here. And that will be my moment of loneliness. Oh God, please help me. please let me stand on my own and never to be dependent from now on.

love,
anne <3