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Friday, January 21, 2011

Dear Romeo,

In the middle of the night,
I lay down, staring so blankly at nothingness,
Thinking all the times we were so happy together.
Those late night phone calls.
Late night texts.
But what happened?
It seems everything was lost in just a snap.
You and I shared happy moments those past few weeks.
I thought you and I were in love.
I guess I was wrong...
I love you. You don't love me.
Every pieces of my heart was wrecked, shattered and pulverized.
Why does life has to be so unfair?

Then, I was so excited about everything what will happen for tomorrow.
Now, I lose hope, it broke into a million pieces...
I got cheated by the time.
Why her? Why her? Why her? Why HER?
My mind keeps bugging me that simple yet hurtful question.
And then came one night, we talked... again,
I was happy, again.
Then you said, "I want to go back to her."
My heart stops beating from the moment you said that, again.
Every hour, every minute, every second,
I stare into nothingness, again, to daydream... just to think of you.

Why things turn out to be so complicated?
I hope I'll be okay soon.

love,
anne <3

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